ROLLINS BAND - DISAPPEARING ACT

I'm distracted not attracted, you attach without connection,
as I self serve my diffracted mind, I don't want what I need,
I don't care about the scars I leave, your name and smile a thrown out file,
as soon as we break away, only when I hate you do I really love myself .

I will only bring you pain, I will only hurt you.

You won't want me, then I'll want you, when you come back,
I won't want you, pushed and pulled our minds will rip in two,
so scared of what I need, I don't care about the scars received,
I live in self denial, I'm afraid of what I've got,
I don't know why I hate you when you love me.

I can only bring you pain, I can only hurt you, I can only let you down.

My life's the lies of you and I,
I've grown so hard that I deny accusations even when they're true,
my pain is all I trust I don't care how much I bleed,
don't regret the time you met me, don't hold the harm I did against me,
I don't know why I want to hurt you when you touch me.

I will only bring you pain, I can only hurt you, I will only let you down.

Why, why do you stick around and let me do this?
Why, why do you stay around for this torture?

This is pathological, let me in, let me in.

Only when I'm with you do I want to be without,
your eyes are the windows to the emptiness inside me.

I can only bring you pain, I can only hurt you, I will only break you down.
I'll break you, I'll bring you down.